I cant believe you killed yourself! why? you were only 30?!
hevent seen you for years but we spent a lot of time together with each other or in the group for 7 years.
I remember when we first met, when we were 14. You were DJ ing at the local disco. we went out for a few weeks, and then settled into a friendship over our teenage years.
They were fun times. When you used to come home from the navy and we would all go out. I remember when you drove on your bike to blackpool behind us in the car. U and you know who used to be like celebrities. I wrote to you for years didnt I? I still have the letters. It kept you from going mad, as you didnt like the navy and wanted to come back home.
You made everyone laugh yet, there was something inside of you that was different to everyone else. you were tortured inside and desperatley wanted to be loved and liked.
you fell in love with me at one point, but it was all in jest, ive still got that silly photo that you took in the booth on the way to scotland! that made me laugh so much. and you sent me flowers at work too once! so romantic.
Im sorry i didnt accept your friend request. i just wanted to move beyond the past.
Im sorry you and your girlfriend didnt work out.
I wish you could have talked to someone.
I hope you meet someone where ever you are who will look after you and give you some eternal peace.
I will remember you.
A x
2008-06-25 @ 15:53