Hello everyone.
Spoke to my Dads girlfriend this morning. She says that he took an overdose of insulin on purpose, which is why he is in hospital.
The only reason he isnt dead, is because of his enlarged liver, which is pretty ironic, considering thats how all his ill health started.
I know that he has had a hard time recently but why do that?
Im quite unsurprised by it all to be honest, nothing he does really shocks me anymore. Its just a damn shame, coz hes a fantastic person, he really is. Just years of cannibis abuse that has fuddled his mind. I cannot stress how much i detest that stuff. a destructive and pointless waste of what could have been a good life. I am just so happy that i know him so well and that i have seen the little pockets of sunshine where he is happy and normal. I love him so much.
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Spoke to my bestie, C today. shes worried about me big time. all i could say to her was that im taking things day by day and thats all i can do. Which is true, its going to be hard at times, i know this, but i am happy overall and i cannot and wont see this pregnancy as a negative thing.
What do you think of the names Katie and Robert?
A x
2008-02-17 @ 17:12