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what should i do ?
by crazyrainbowblondie @ 09.02.2008 - 11:49:52

Im so indesicive........

Ive got this fancy dress thing tonight, and to be honest havent been looking forward to it at all. Its not the fancy dress thing, thats the fun part, i just havent got much money. Or time, or motivation to go to leeds and get drunk, and conseqently feel rough in the morning.

i have my MOT at the end of the month to pay for and my house needs gutting. seriously it needs soooo much attention. and its really quite sad, as i feel that i would rather stay at home and clean my house tonight and do something good with my kids in the morning.

i just wouldnt do that if i went out on the lash......

There is also the added factor that the girl i am going out with rang me last night and was bitching about the girl whos birthday it is. i dont want to be a pawn in the middle of them both. They have also been in trouble with their flatmates for being too noisy in the place they live. thats put a downer on things as when she rang last night she was just ready for blowing as apparently the police may have to get involved.

ahhhhh I dont know what to do......... I feel like I should go because i said i would and i was so grateful to have someone to go out with before. i just feel that now i have had offers of going out i just feel like stopping in and catching up with the world! the weeks are flying by and i just dont want to lose days getting pissed as much. hell, i even rejected JY's offer to come round last night and ended up going to bed at a reasonable hour!

am i becoming more sensible?

A x

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TvchimpTvchimp [Member]
2008-02-09 @ 12:24

Sounds like you're growing up!...

If you want to stay in, clean, save the money for your car's MOT and spend time with your children, and someone comments on you for it... I'll kick their butt!..

You are being sensible, but sensible for the right reasons and no-one should fault you for it. You don't want to be the pawn in the middle and sooner or later have to 'pick a side' as it were as it's not a good or fair position for you to be in..

x

Snooch2TheNoochSnooch2TheNooch [Member]
2008-02-09 @ 12:43

I would suggest that 'it may all end in tears' anyway. With the police etc. and their bitching you may go over there, get an ear chewing, get kicked out cos of noise & then end up wishing you had not gone anyway

But.. on the other hand, Bo Peep! Yum!

LifeBeginsLifeBegins [Member]
2008-02-09 @ 17:58

Agree with Tvchimp, think you're growing up!!

From experience, it's best to do what you want to do not what you think you ought to, otherwise your heart just isn't going to be in it!

Hugs whatever you decide x

poetryman69 [Visitor]
http://lovepoems.poetryman6969.com
2008-02-10 @ 01:42

"Triggering the Grand Irrationality?"

Cowering in an obscure corner of the food pyramid

somewhere between the tofu and the unflavored yogurt

contemplating the juxtaposition of intangibles for all you are worth.....

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